This here is a serious peice of ass

xfranknbeansx @ 2006-10-17T15:12:00

2006-10-17T20:16:58Z

i got 2 iv's last night.

cool

xfranknbeansx @ 2006-09-25T20:01:00

2006-09-26T01:19:54Z

Jesse and i went to the beach yesterday.

we also fell in love, or at least i did.

Damnit!!

xfranknbeansx @ 2006-09-01T16:15:00

2006-09-01T21:22:14Z

L O V E R ill see you later

im selling a gibson les paul special. Its an 80's with ceramic p-90's green. i plan on selling it tommorow for 700 let me know if you want it ill deal on it.

this is it

2006-08-09T09:20:22Z

ive been working a lot. i haven't felt well in awhile.

i hvae to recertify for healthcare provider cpr tommorow due to changes within the system and the compression/breath ratio changing. if anyone knows about this lets chat. bullsht i have to do this again when im going to have to do it in a few months anyways.

im listening to ryan adams and im at work at the care center.

yes, i think i shocked a few people the last few weeks. I picked up a few habits and lost a few as well. I can now say i've taken a bit of the edge off. who knows what my liver and kidney will say in a few years.

n.c. is better than ever. I've written a lot and something is on the way.

let the good times roll

xfranknbeansx @ 2006-07-13T02:43:00

2006-07-13T07:50:39Z

i'll let you clear your mind but don't expect for me to forget.

ill always remember our feet touching in the box. do you?

allright

ohhhh.

camp sleeepover after 10 pm

allright!

xfranknbeansx @ 2006-06-28T03:04:00

2006-06-28T08:06:53Z

fuck you 18

xfranknbeansx @ 2006-06-05T14:37:00

2006-06-05T19:45:52Z

ill probably join the military if im not semi succesful in the next year.

ok

its monday. im at the library. im listening to jesse malin. i have a lot of things to get done.

jesse comes home thursday. im really excited!

new bronx record is to polished.
wolfmother is alright.

xfranknbeansx @ 2006-05-31T17:48:00

2006-05-31T23:15:27Z

Today- Somewhat displeased with the factthat i slept from 930 am till 445 or so giving me 5 hours till i punch in for work giving me 4.5 hours till i leave giving me 4 hours till i have to end whatever i may be doing for the night so that i can tidy myself, making sure i smell as fresh as afterbirth.

tomorrow- this is a much anticipated day off. The plan as of this moment is till hazy, possibly prolonging sleep so i can just thrive all day. I'm on this weird "lets see if i can have fun by myself" kick which has lasted about 4 days. It started pretty strong but im in need of some human interaction. well, at some point.

friday- whambulance 0800-1800. that equates to 10 hours and an easy 150 dollars.

Saturday- nude celebs

whatever . . . . . .. . ... . .. . . .. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .

i got sidetracked for a minute and lost my train of thought. fuck this post

allright
.

xfranknbeansx @ 2006-05-30T13:28:00

2006-05-30T19:10:00Z

im updating this thing from an unfamiliar location. Today I woke up as i would any other day, around noon and decided that coffee was in order. Did it up and then library to book my tickets to nyc or at leasst plan it out. Now i dont think half of you understand how insane i am but there is a specific place i have to sit at in the library or i lose my mind. This spot is SICK. Ive spent many days and nights at this spot studying or just prolonging my drive back to the city to deal with the ex. I have in the past asked people to move and ive never had a problem. (might have been the camo shirt) Either way today it was a weird group of business men just not having it so i struggled with the thought of just finding another location within the neear vacinity or possibly just leaving and trying another library. I found a spot in the corner secluded from everyone and under the ac vent. Im semi happy with this location and i actually might return.

in other news
a littlebitofthis

That's danielles brother max. Hes pretty on point.
I have work tonight and tomorrow night 11pm-730am,
thursday off(short road trip by myself to the dunes or milwaukee or something)
friday work on the ambulance at 8am-6pm then band practice till whenever.
saturday off birthday dinner with sister and family then show at beat kitchen. I expect a few of you to be there. 9pm
sunday off the day then work at 11pm

still considering the relocation of all my things and myself to another city. East of here west of the ocean where my best friends reside.

I get bored when im driving to work

xfranknbeansx @ 2006-05-22T04:18:00

2006-05-22T09:23:20Z

how are you going to tell me what people think about you? I allready know im an asshole man!

smooth

xfranknbeansx @ 2006-05-14T04:35:00

2006-05-14T09:49:37Z

I am at work. Ive seen 2 patients all night one being a total meth head. Nude Celebs has a show at the note on milwaukee on friday the 19th. I dont post all that often, reason being i dont care for the most of you.

ok

.

I moving back to the city once my mom feels comfortable with me not being around. 3-6 weeks.

ok

.

im nowhere near lonely but life has been boring. The intrigue of being single still has its days. I think I can handle it for a bit longer. I may become irrational and develop certain habits. or not.

ok

.

and a very special thank you to you for making the last 4 months interesting. id probably try something different the next time we're in a box together.

ok.

xfranknbeansx @ 2006-04-20T12:39:00

2006-04-20T17:44:53Z

long night last call bloodshot eyes from drinks to tall

xfranknbeansx @ 2006-04-20T12:07:00

2006-04-20T17:19:11Z

lately my life has been

nude celebs show mutiny friday 9pm . we play first. its free.
nude celebs party/show with not enough gold and bird boys or whatever phillips' thing is.

agenda for today...procrastinate on getting insurance paper work in and finding another emt job. wishful thinkking? owen beat kitchen.

ok!

ps i dont believe in resizing anything. well i dont know how to. deal. f

xfranknbeansx @ 2006-04-03T00:17:00

2006-04-03T05:17:58Z

mAX STEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEGER HAS A PENIS. YOU SHOULD ALL SEE IT....EW POO SICK POO

xfranknbeansx @ 2006-03-14T16:14:00

2006-03-14T22:17:39Z

nude celebs has a show at schubas on thurssday

8pm we play first

sally, wolf and cub,s.t.moroe are playing as well.

make it

xfranknbeansx @ 2006-02-09T15:56:00

2006-02-09T22:15:06Z

as of late...

quit ben frank.
interviewed.
acquired shoes and clothes somehow.
met someone.
fell down.
crashed my car(again).
listened to a lot of sinatra.
hung out with someone that left for awhile.
hung out with someone that i fell for.
hung out with the celebs.
bitabitabitabitabita.
offered a job.
took job.
im now officially in charge of a lot of paperwork, handling rough mothers, ekg's, staying awake, making coffee, phlebotomy, med tech, crash cart, 5 leads...
im officially only working part time but making fulltime money. well not yet because im still broke but maybe in like 2 weeks huh?
bens in california.

i cant handle the loose ends allready being tied up. i wish i could justify some of the things i do but im nowhere near it. i dont want to be that guy. fuck

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still eating pills

2006-02-01T23:31:06Z

sad days.

im sitting outside in my car stealing someones internet right now. thats creepy.

consider that interview smoked. as in yes i smoked that interview. one left and ill have a new job, although it is only part time, it's a step in the right direction.

ill still be in lincoln park for my other new job. dont ask just find me.

nude celebs has become something i never expected. i will probably have an addiction within the year if it keeps going this way....thats a good thing though.

Thanks for giving me absolutely no hope in having another relationship ever again. you really gave me a fucking complex. thanks chief!

www.myspace.com/nudecelebs for shows. sorry for the recording it is what it is but im sure we'll have a budget soon to splurge on fancy studios and expensive guitars. or not

xfranknbeansx @ 2006-01-10T10:34:00

2006-01-10T16:45:10Z

things to do before im 23...
BOLD = done

Put out a record

COCAINE

Wear 5" stilettos in public

Grow my hair out like Wayne Kramer

Mentally Abuse a Loved One

DIE

xfranknbeansx @ 2005-12-15T12:26:00

2005-12-15T18:32:59Z

im taking my registry test today. if i pass, i can legally save lives. i havent studied and you probably wont find out if i did well or not. graduation is saturday. feel free to shower me with 100 dollar bills and breasts.

whatchu know about__________x

youre all invited to the afterparty which wont be happening.

thanks for your support

ive lost alot this semester but earned something i never thought i would.

xfranknbeansx @ 2005-11-25T02:10:00

2005-11-25T08:16:14Z

im officialy couch surfing .

ive been living a fucking lie for awhile now and its nowhere near time to expose it.

thank you to all my friends that have given me a phone call to see if i was ok, offered me a place to stay and just been around. Thank you, I love you.

sensitive artistxo

ive been going through the motions..new and old

2005-11-22T17:32:39Z

I'd be lying if i said i was discontent. For once in my life I think ive got a grip and honestly i cant thank that person enough for making me realize im just to young to be caught up.

xfranknbeansx @ 2005-11-15T11:03:00

2005-11-15T17:06:52Z

i think im done with this journal. its just been a waste of time anyway. take care

xoxo

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-11-14T14:39:20Z

Today the fourteenth of november i am moving out of my apartment. If you are looking for a roomate in the city pleae let me know or even if you know of anyone moving out or with extra room.

that is all

xo

xfranknbeansx @ 2005-11-09T07:51:00

2005-11-09T13:53:44Z

fuck you

xfranknbeansx @ 2005-11-08T13:58:00

2005-11-08T20:07:11Z

i started the day off right with bucks and the normal cinnamon soy chai latte. amazing.

GEL.. . . .

wrote some new riffs. honestly i find myself biting tull more then i think.

interview. semi sophisto

shower and school to come

phillips has me looking good. i can always count on that dood

sometimes i wake up in the morning and wonder if there is anyone else out there just as confused as i am sometimes. im a fucking whirlwind.

xo